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[Oct. 26th, 2007|01:34 pm] |
have you ever gone into to somthing knowing that you will break someones heart?
A friend of mine recentyl asked me out, we have been friends for a while and he just asked me. and I was cought off gaurd and said ok. So now we're going out, and I like him and all. but I know that it will fade and I know as soon as I meet some one better I will end it. I feel terrible. but I don't know how to get out of it. Hes very sensitive and it would be really harmful for me to break it now. I don't know what to do I don't want to hurt him. But i know that I'll cheat on him.
to add to such drama, I am developing a crush on another friend and he likes me. also, my other friends boyfriend is in love with me. I don't know why it can't ever be simple, all I want is to love a boy and have him love me to and us be together. not three boys like me, and me only sort of kind of like one of them.
the boy that I kind of like is unstable, and the relashonship would be violite and pasionate, I don't knwo if its worth it. do i forsake passion for stability. I guess its an age old question. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2006|02:07 pm] |
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Lets see whats going on in my life.............
college in about a month. Georgia here I come!
Job at the airport. Apparently the big dig tunnell thing is my fault and I shoudl be able to bring back planes for passengers who were stuck in traffic. Other than that the job is pretty good.
Other than those things not much else is going on.
So how are you all? |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|05:16 pm] |
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so it's summer............... officially,not quite but essentially it is. We have graduated. I got to thinking during the graduation ceremony and during the slide show and stuff, what have I done with my high school career. I came to the conclusion not all that much, and for some reason I'm ok with that. I'm not sure what I would have done differently, maybe join more clubs and stuff, but other than that I'm really not sure.
Done with art, thank all that is good and holy. That is one thing that I am sure of, I am so happy to be done with art major. More specificly the teacher.
So, it turns out that I will be going to down to Georgia to pin my brother's ranger badge on him, I damn near cried when I found out. But I'm still selling stuff at the festival with sonia.
I am so sun burned, I went to the beach with Clark and Alicia and I look like a lobster on my back. I put on sun screen too. Curse my lack of pigment.
The truth is I've been kind fo sad latley, I need to change my medicine again. It's pouring out so I don't think that helps much. I usually like the rain but today I don't know.
So how are you all? |
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[May. 17th, 2006|03:53 pm] |
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I'm going to savannah. It all feels so sereal. This feeling is so weird.
So after a week of rain I have become rather depressed. And the sky is grey again. But other than that life has been ok. I finished my still life finally in art class.
I've been working on my stock for the arts festival stand with Sonia. i've got a bunch of stuff ready but I still need to do more.
And I've submitted my story to the arts festival. I hope I win somthing. Speaking of winning I'm getting an award at school, but they don't tell you for what untill you get to the ceremony.
So gradutaion is on June fourth. My parents are having a barbeque, anyone is welcome to come.
So how are you all? |
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[Apr. 13th, 2006|09:16 am] |
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......................................... Study Hall........................................................
SO how are you all?
I got into Savannah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I'm flying out there on the twenty fifth.
Then I have to make a decision Chester or Savannah.
Passover tonight, first night, then I get to drive out to my grandmother's to celebrate passover again, And my birthday, And my cousin's birthday. I will be eighteen.
And another reminder! Sonia and I will have a stand at the arts festival selling stuff again! Come buy stuff! Or sell stuff if you have any! We sell jewelry, buttons, boxes, and there will be lemonade!
Anyway! I should do some actual study hall work............................... ugh.......................... but its almost vacation so I probably won't. |
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[Mar. 15th, 2006|11:11 am] |
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School...................... Mr. Farrel's class............................ don't want to be here............................
But anyway my cat is sick and I need to restring some necklaces.
Speaking of necklaces Sonia and I are going to have a stand at the Arts Festival again, so come visit, buy something, or if you have stuff to sell come see us!
There will be lemonade.
I got into Chester. I'm happy about that, I got a scholarship too, so my parents are happy about that.
Got rejected from SUNY Purchase.
Got wait-listed at Pratt.
Waiting to hear from
Bennington
Bard
BU
and
Savannah.
gah. I am hungry! I'm going to go eat.
See you all! |
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[Jun. 7th, 2005|04:52 pm] |
so any way, I flunked another spanish test even though I thought I did well on it. oh well...... better luck next time.
I found a poem that bob gave me a long time ago, i re-read it and it made me feel happy. my brother and grandmother are gone, I'll see them again in colorado in a couple weeks. sonia's birthday is soon. we need to get arts festival supplies.
I won an award for writer's world in the arts festival, they won't tell me what i won just that I did. the guy that runs writer's world told me, he didn't judge it so he didn't know what i won, but he got to let me know early. so i'm happy about that.
any way thats all the news to report for now.
later. |
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[May. 31st, 2005|03:09 pm] |
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* sigh* stuck here till three thirty again.....
anyway life is going along just as it normally does, I got an 89 on a math test today which is good, but other than that, the usual highs and lows. this weekend was awesome for the most part. on friday I bought my moms birthday present and went walking with clark, then on saturday I went to acorn to draw with sonia then we went to ac moore to get supplies for the arts festival table we are going to have. then on sunday sonia had a sub-title party! (les choristes what wonderful) which was fun, we had mochie and it was loads of fun. on monday I over slept the parade and baisiclly cleaned, did homework and watched tv the rest of the day. so yeah this week end was pretty good!
my family is throwing a graduation party for my older brother on saturday, you are all invited. |
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[May. 16th, 2005|05:57 pm] |
| How to make a flyingtuna420 |
Ingredients:
1 part friendliness
3 parts brilliance
5 parts instinct |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Top it off with a sprinkle of lustfulness and enjoy! |
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[Apr. 26th, 2005|10:44 pm] |
I went on college visits for the last part of break and celebrated my birthday wiht my grandmother/older brother. it was nice.
I love birthdays
I love having parties
I love buying preasents
I love my friends they are the best
I love flowers, pink and sweet smells
I love my family
I have a task given to me to write down five things I love, but wrote six. the more the merrier I geuss. |
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[Apr. 20th, 2005|01:52 pm] |
george bush sucks!
any way, I have had a very good vacation I did loads of stuff, went for sushi on friday, cleaned of saturday, hung out with sonia of sunday and we got an astetically pleasing rock, painted rocks, played video games, got candy and did other stuff that is escaping my mind at the moment. on monday clark, sonia and I went into boston to the garment district (where I proceded to get five pounds of clothing, a pair of shoes for my mom,a cute t shirt, thigh highs and tights all for 30 dollars the tights and thigh highs acoutnted for half of the budget), then to china town and went to lunch at this vietnamese place, we then went on to buy candy with the cutest packaging ever! I ran out of money so clark payed for it (i payed him back the next day). then we went home and the next day clark robin and I went to sonia's house and did stuff it was fun.
any way today is my birthday, I'm 17. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2005|03:20 pm] |
today was interesting....... I think I have a c in four subjects....... an a in art and social studies and a b in english....... my parents are not going to be happy.......
any way, have you ever had those days when you can't get thoughts out of your head? its like haveing a song stuck in your head but this is just one single thought, and usually its not a very pleasent one. oh well.
so how was your day?
http://similarminds.com/personality_disorder.html
peopel should take that its kinda funny.... |
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[Mar. 29th, 2005|03:10 pm] |
GOOD MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I spent a good aprt of my day trying to figure out how to do little circles on my couculator with math equations. all I got was a little squigly line. wow....... I need more hobbies.
any way, I am still suffering from spontaniosly blanking out and just staring at people like I'm in a K-hole. I also think I suffer from a minor form of paranioa. I can't get thoughts out of my head. I hear things funny. it really sucks. don't you feel special your get to hear about my problems! you lucky duck!
ack! I just niticed a cut on myself, I have no Idea where it can from, it looks like I got stuck in the boob with a needle. what ever I have enough scars that it will just blend in.
anyway how was your day? |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2005|08:28 pm] |
ok I got this from a friend, I'll say ten things about me four of which are false, you ahve to try to figure it out! ok now go!
1.) I have two cats, milli and jenna
2.) my taste in music ranges dramaticly
3.) I take so much medice for deppression and axiety that I have to take other pills to alance out the effects of other pills!
4.) I love peppers!
5.) I am a huge patriots and red sox fan1
6.) I am super good at math and science!
7.) I love to write and draw
8.) I am currently working on a semi autobiographical novel
9.) one of my favorite movies is "shawsanke redemption"
10.) my favorite book is "shiloh" |
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[Jan. 19th, 2005|05:09 pm] |
stupid little thing:
fun survey thing
Posted: Jan 18, 2005 11:46 PM
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i thought it was kinda fun..
1. Write the name of a person of the opposite
sex.
2. Which is your favorite color out of red,
black, blue, green, yellow?
3. Your first initial?
4. Your month of birth?
5. Which color do you like more, black or
white?
6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
7. Your favorite number?
8. Do you like California or Florida more?
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one).
WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN
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THE ANSWERS
1. You are completely in love with this person.
2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow- you are a very happy person and give
good advice to those who are down.
3. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life issoon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love
life looks very good.
4. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.
5. If you chose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6. This person is your best friend.
7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.
9. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you arevery reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in a different board within one hour., and it will come true before your next birthday |
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