||[Oct. 26th, 2007|01:34 pm]
have you ever gone into to somthing knowing that you will break someones heart?|
A friend of mine recentyl asked me out, we have been friends for a while and he just asked me. and I was cought off gaurd and said ok. So now we're going out, and I like him and all. but I know that it will fade and I know as soon as I meet some one better I will end it. I feel terrible. but I don't know how to get out of it. Hes very sensitive and it would be really harmful for me to break it now. I don't know what to do I don't want to hurt him. But i know that I'll cheat on him.
to add to such drama, I am developing a crush on another friend and he likes me. also, my other friends boyfriend is in love with me. I don't know why it can't ever be simple, all I want is to love a boy and have him love me to and us be together. not three boys like me, and me only sort of kind of like one of them.
the boy that I kind of like is unstable, and the relashonship would be violite and pasionate, I don't knwo if its worth it. do i forsake passion for stability. I guess its an age old question.